05 August 2012

long time no blog

Been a while since I last blogged. I checked the date and saw March 2012, days before my Europe trip. It was a strange experience. I had fun visiting famous sites, took lots of pictures, and got lost. The awkward, or unexpected was Z's break up with his then boyfriend. I was caught in the middle. I heard many awful things that Z might have done. It really wasn't my business, but I was in the middle of their domestic meltdown. Never for a second I was expecting to be situated in the center of a battle while traveling. I really made it sound like more dramatic than it actually was.

I also began taking Counseling classes. So far so good. At first I felt alone, behind, and unhappy. Then I settled more or less into the groove. These days I am still not sure where everything leads or fits. Perhaps I don't have to know. Perhaps it is okay to figure things out as I go.

 One thing I would like to change is my relationship status. It has not moved very much since... Sigh. Who's counting. Not a big deal, I suppose being single and lonely is better than being a miserable relationship. Yea, it would be great to be in a healthy and supportive one.

2012 is almost 3/4 over. What have I done so far?