Vacation

There are days when I start to feel a little guilty. Today's one of those. I feel like I am on a vacation when I am supposed to be productive or making money. I spend the day casually and usually worry or stress free. Well, a little pressure here and there, like job search. Generally, I am happy. It's optimism. I believe the future's going to be good again. In the meantime I am keeping my spirit up and doing exactly what I need to do. That includes enjoying my down time, a.k.a. vacation. Before I lost my job I wanted a break so badly, I kept hoping for one but couldn't make myself ask for it. Now I finally get it I'm going to appreciate it, love it, and savor it everyday.