09 July 2009

Most important

Life is changing shape this week for a couple of my friends. PK's application was approved by his future landlord and will be moving into the new apartment later this month. TY's request was approved by his company and will be leaving LA within a few weeks. One's coming closer, while the other one is departing, taking a distant path. It's never easy to say goodbye, but everyone must make big sacrifices sometimes to reach a more fulfilling place for himself. I feel very excited for them. At the same time I wonder when I will be making significant, positive differences in my life. I just don't think it is a job. These days that is all I am thinking about, and it is consuming my mind and effort mostly. I want to get one that pays well, gives me an opportunity to express who I am and showcase what I can do, and lays a foreground for an even more secure future. However, this is to be one of the great things in life, but not the ultimate treasure. For that I think it's about people and relationships. To be loved, supported, appreciated, and respected by the ones you feel the same way back, is what's most important and awesome to me. And I believe I have that. So I guess I'm saying I am very lucky. I have friends who believe in me and love who I am. Even though sometimes I forget that I'm already blessed, I know I am. I am building a strong, solid foundation of my life, and it feels great to know that now. So I can feel hopeful to say goodbye to one of my good friends, and wish that he finds much happiness in his new home. Same to PK, may the new home brings him more calm because he so deserves it.

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