23 January 2010

Night ruiner


I've been seriously slacking off with blogging. Sigh. This week's just a mess. Tonight I was supposed to have a nice evening out, that didn't end up the way it should. I said a few things that hurt someone's feelings. Then I managed to say a few more. Then a few more. I was disappointed I wasn't getting what I thought I was going to get. I know, spoiled brat! It was just not a flattering thing to hear that I was a weirdo or acting weird. Or Asian places just had too many Asians. Not something I wanted to hear on a night that's supposed to be a belated birthday thing. Of course, I still had a wonderful time during dinner. Tony Roma's was fun, and I was able to talk, share, and learn. Daybreaker was an OK film. I didn't expect it to be kind of political and dramatic, a nice change from the typical vampire thriller flicks. Still, by the end of the evening, I was feeling, well not too special. And once I opened that floodgate there's no holding back. The feelings were hurt, the night was ruined, thanks to me! Sigh. Tomorrow begins another trip. I'll survive. Just a feeling a little down, that's all.

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