Came and went

It's been a while since I blogged. After Thanksgiving, it feels like it's the right time. A relationship had come and left. Many nights of serious talks, and nothing really got fixed. I acted like I was a house guest. I did not make enough an effort to change that. I did not bring up the finances. I had intimacy issues. The list goes on and on. I wish I knew all of this when I was physically present, or when the "problems" were happening. Still, problems are problems. Thought we would move forward. Then I was left hanging. Communication issues, check. Why do all my relationships get into a bumpy phase? Grass is always greener. When I was single, I thought being partnered up would be so great. Now, I wish I didn't have this pain. It's good to reach a conclusion. After a couple of weeks, it's not good to stay confused and feeling lost. Friendship I can do. Love, I just don't know.