I am still feeling deflated. All day my mood was mostly low. Just one of those days. I enjoyed lunch with Dave and Nicole, but afterwards I just felt sad. I really hope I'm not going thru some depression. Probably a mild one. Perhaps just for today. Can one have symptoms of depression, somewhat mildly, for just one day? Sigh. I am just missing a focus, a spark, a light at the end of the tunnel, a guide that maps out my course. Where is my life's GPS? I so desperately need one. And no, I'm not going to surrender to any organized religion. I will find my way, somehow, some way. Yes ladies and gentlemen that's some choice lyrics from "You'll See,"
In truth I am not all on my own. I just feel that way today. Tomorrow it'll be a brand new day, I will start anew. Fresh. New beginning.
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