UGH!

The level of frustration at work reached its peak today. I still don't have a computer or place to call my own. I feel powerless and helpless. The highlight today was that I did some work with the HR director, who was very funny. It felt good to work with someone who was upbeat and complimentary. Still, I was not pleased that I couldn't be any more productive. Who knew without a computer I would feel so aimless and lost?

Maybe I will find other stuff to complain about once I get my Mac. This week I feel stressed and I also feel extremely discouraged. Most everyone there seem disorganized, and even though they are so busy everyday, they don't seem to get much work done. I don't understand it. It's such a mess. However, both Sylvia and mom think I will move into a better position especially in this chaos if I can prove myself. 

Mom said the management style there is flat, like a clock, and I will be the center for all the characters. Even though everyone there is either a VP or director, they need someone like me to do the hard work. We'll see. I want to get on with it and show what I can do. At the same time, I worry about not being able to satisfy all these executive types. UGH!!!!

Give me the weekend already.