It was a long day today. I didn't hear anything back from the job submissions. One recruiter did call me after 6 PM, and I was polite. I already went through one recruiter, and that was more than enough. I couldn't say no to her though. I was too nice. I just won't go meet her for her BS. All that paperwork, all that dumb tests, all that registration nonsense, all that talk about what makes me different, all that... just for her to look at me and see I know how to tie a tie. All this work adds up to nothing - No real interview in sight. Why bother? Dave's right, it's a waste of time.
It's a lot of stress everyday going into the office. I want to leave, but I can't. My office-mate wants to quit also, and unlike me, he's been getting calls. He's very vocal about it too. So that pressure just keeps on building, and building, 'til the end of the work day. Next morning, it starts all over again. And the roll-call, ugh I hate it. I HATE IT. My heart races every morning looking at the clock, trying to get into the building before they do that freaking on-time report. It's not healthy. Seriously, why am I still there? This emotional and physical torture must be some kind of journey is greater than the destination thing. It's like, going to make me a better person, or something super and wonderful. It has to be. I can't explain it any other way.
I complain too much again. I do. Sigh. I need a break. Give me a break please!
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