Work today was slow and awful. At this point my supervisor and I have stopped talking to each other. We didn't get into a fight or anything. We just ignore each other in the office. I hate it.
This sinking, horrible feeling gets worse when I realize I receive no phone calls for interviews. I look at my phone, I check my email, I look at my phone again, and I check my email again. Nope. Nada. It's emotional, it's draining, it's very frustrating. I don't really know how long I can take it. I suppose I can stay on as long as it needs to. I wish the situation is less painful, but we all have lows in life. The best thing to do, is to keep pushing my limits, and try maintaining some sort of a balance.
Who knew life after getting my green card would be this stressful and depressing? I tell myself will get better. I will land myself a better job.
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