Up and down

I don't know how I am feeling today... a little up and down. Sent out my resume to a few more places. Didn't see my neighbor. Went to the gym. Normal routine, like most weekends. I feel aimless. I worry about my life's direction. There's a dire sense of uncertainty I can't shake or overlook. I know I need to be content with what I have. I know that getting a job won't prevent me from thinking about these things, but it will certainly fill up my time. I do believe I am capable of, at times, even destined to do something awesome. The problem is what, and is this just some big, self-gratifying wishful thinking? I don't know. I am probably just bored.