29 April 2009

Mostly Good... Can Be a Downer

Wow. May is just around the corner. Where did the time go? I of course have had a nice break for months. It's still going too. There has been sporadic panic, some depression, definitely relaxation, and of course thorough appreciation of life. So far, so good. A chunky mixed bag of lessons, inspirations, doubts, and emotions... I am thankful that I am healthy and aware. And I am generally hopeful that things will turn around. These are my pluses. The minuses? I am not with anyone. And I am still without a job. Luckily because I worked a few days this and last week, I am feeling pretty solid now.

I really don't want to base my mood on a job, but I have to admit life's more settled and secure when there's a sense of purpose, and I can count on being paid regularly :)

I don't know how I feel about Lost tonight. I hope they didn't kill Daniel. It's a downer for me. Speaking of "downer" I LOVE LOVE this Debbie Downer clip.


1 comment:

Anonymous said...

Oh gee,... now I don't want to ever leave the house, I might get a desease! haa haa

Disneyland sounds so good right now though.