Alone

I worked today - and might find Dave some work too. The boss seems to trust me enough that he wants to see if I can recommend someone to come work on their still-in-progress website. We'll see how things go. I thought I was going to have dinner with Dave and Jose, but they didn't call me back. Instead I just took a nice nap on my couch and had leftover pizza afterwards. Later when I drove out to get some groceries I suddenly felt kind of alone. Sigh. I have neglected that side of my life for a while. I just don't feel I am in the position to pursue a relationship. It's not that I don't want to, I just convince myself it's not the right time to do so. Well, so when is the right time? I guess there's never going to be a definite answer to that question. Still, being unemployed and feeling extremely unsettled, this is definitely not a good time or place to attempt a committed coupledom. Whatever. I just look away and guide my thoughts onto something else.