Indecisive

I had work today, and will have work tomorrow too! Yay! I still would like a full time position. Don't know when or how that will happen though. These days I've seen how indecisive I've become. A lot of times I make a decision, then I start thinking about its pros and cons. I begin debating within and suddenly change my mind. Of course I take another look at my first decision, and go over the reasons why I arrived at that decision. I go back and forth, over and over, it's pretty helpless. Sometimes I just end up doing nothing, like choosing nothing. I'm sure this is some kind of sickness. And it's unattractive. It slows my brain and makes me dumb too. I don't know why I'm this way. This is why I feel unsettled.